At My Grandmother’s Funeral

During the solemn gathering at my grandmother’s funeral, I noticed my mother quietly slip a mysterious package into the coffin. My curiosity got the better of me, and when I retrieved it later, I was unprepared for the heart-wrenching secrets that unraveled, haunting me forever.

People often say that grief comes in waves, but for me, it feels more like stumbling over missing steps in the dark. My grandmother, Caterina, wasn’t just family to me; she was my best friend and my entire universe.

She enveloped me in warm embraces that felt like home, making me feel like the most cherished thing in the world. As I stood by her coffin last week, I felt lost, as if learning to breathe with only half my lungs.

The soft light in the funeral home cast gentle shadows across my grandmother’s peaceful face. Her silver hair was styled just as she used to wear it, and someone had placed her favorite pearl necklace around her neck.

As my fingers traced the smooth wood of the coffin, memories flooded back to me. Just last month, we were in her kitchen, sharing tea and laughter while she taught me her secret sugar cookie recipe.

“Smaranda, dear, know that she watches over you from above,” said Mrs. Andrei, our neighbor, placing a wrinkled hand on my shoulder. Her eyes were red-rimmed behind her glasses. “Your grandmother never stopped talking about her precious granddaughter.”

I wiped away a tear. “Do you remember how she used to make those incredible apple pies? The entire neighborhood knew it was Sunday just from the smell.”

“Oh, those pies! She’d send you over with slices for us, beaming with pride. ‘Smaranda helped with this,’ she would always say. ‘She has the perfect touch for cinnamon.’”

“I tried making one last week,” I admitted, my voice trembling. “It wasn’t the same. I wanted to call her to ask what I did wrong, and then… the heart attack… the ambulance came and—”

“Oh, dear one.” Mrs. Andrei pulled me into a warm embrace. “She knew how much you loved her. That’s what matters. And just look at all these people here… she touched so many lives.”

Indeed, the funeral home was crowded, filled with friends and neighbors sharing stories in whispers. I spotted my mother, Victoria, standing apart, checking her phone. She hadn’t shed a tear all day.

While conversing with Mrs. Andrei, I observed my mother approaching the coffin. She glanced around cautiously before bending over it and slipping a small package inside. When she straightened up, her eyes flitted around the room before she left, her heels clicking softly on the wooden floor.

“Did you see that?” I whispered, feeling my heart pound harder.

“See what, dear?”

“Mom just…” I hesitated, watching her disappear into the women’s restroom. “Nothing. I guess the grief is playing tricks on me.”

But a sense of unease settled in my stomach like a cold stone. My mother and grandmother had barely spoken for years. And there was no way my grandmother would have requested something to be placed in the coffin without my knowledge.

Something was wrong.

Evening shadows stretched across the funeral home windows as the last mourners slowly departed. The scent of lilies and roses hung heavily in the air, mingling with the perfume of those who had left.

My mother had left an hour ago, claiming a migraine, yet her earlier behavior gnawed at me like a splinter under the skin.

“Miss Smaranda?” The funeral director, Mr. Popescu, appeared at my side. His kind face reminded me of my grandfather, whom I’d lost five years ago. “Take all the time you need. I’ll be in my office when you’re ready.”

“Thank you, Mr. Popescu.”

I waited until his footsteps faded before approaching my grandmother’s coffin again. The room had a different atmosphere now. Heavier, full of unspoken words and hidden truths.

In the silence, my heartbeat seemed exceptionally loud. I leaned closer, examining every detail of my grandmother’s serene face.

There, barely visible beneath the fold of her favorite dress — the one she wore to my college graduation — was the corner of something wrapped in a blue cloth.

I was gripped with guilt, torn between loyalty to my mother and the need to honor my grandmother’s wishes. But my duty to protect my grandmother’s legacy weighed more heavily.

With trembling hands, I carefully extracted the package and slipped it into my bag.

“I’m sorry, Grandma,” I whispered, touching her cold hand one last time. Her engagement ring caught the light, a final glimmer of warmth she had always carried.

“But something isn’t right here. You taught me to trust my instincts, remember? You always said that truth matters more than comfort.”

Back home, I settled into my grandmother’s old reading chair, the one she insisted I take when she moved to a smaller apartment last year. The package sat in my lap, wrapped in a familiar blue handkerchief.

I recognized the “C” initial embroidered in the corner. I had watched my grandmother sew it years ago while she told me stories about her childhood.

“What secrets are you hiding, Mother?” I murmured, carefully unraveling the worn thread. My stomach churned at the sight of what lay within.

Inside were letters, dozens of them, each addressed to my mother, written in my grandmother’s distinctive handwriting. The paper was yellowed at the edges, some creased from repeated handling.

The first letter was dated three years ago. The paper was firm as if it had been read many times:

“Victoria,

I know what you did.

You think I haven’t noticed the missing money? That I don’t check my accounts? Month after month, I saw small amounts disappear. At first, I told myself it must be a mistake. That my daughter wouldn’t steal from me. But we both know the truth, don’t we?

Your gambling must stop. You’re destroying yourself and this family. I’ve tried to help you, to understand, but you continue to lie to my face while taking more. Do you remember last Christmas when you swore you had changed? When you cried and promised you would seek help? A week later, another 5,000 disappeared.

This isn’t about the money. It’s about losing my daughter. The sweet girl I held in my arms, who told me her innocent secrets. Now I look at you and see only the shadow of a stranger, someone willing to manipulate her mother for dirty gain.

You have one more chance, Victoria. If you don’t own up to what you’ve done and change, the truth will come out. And next time, I won’t stay silent.

Caterina.”

Each word burned into my eyes. I knew my mother’s relationship with my grandmother was strained, but this?

I wept, clutching those letters, wishing I could erase the pain.

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